Sunday, January 3, 2010

Merry Christmas & Happy New Years Babies... (updates on "D", the introduction of "Mr. Investor" and the return of Mr. Brown & Mr. Mob)

I always get super depressed around this time of the year..... but other than that hey! I got a bunch of things I didn't need as usual.
How were your Holidays, babies?


Updates:
"D" was in town the week before Christmas and as usual,wanted to see me...he invited me to dinner. We spent the night together... again, he kept talking about me having his babies... and I keep telling him that he is a total nuts!
Like I said b4; I do entertain the thought in the back of my head. I figure I only have a few years left of my twenties..he could be my back up plan but for now I need to see what else is out-there.

The following night we went to a basketball game "court side" seats with a business partner of his (who talked none stop btw), the whole night "D" and I couldn't keep our eyes off each other...he had that look on his face like wtf are we doing/going to do with each other.
Shit...I would defiantly like to know....
I think its because he was my very first ...I just can't get rid of him.

Mr. Brown and I spend alot of time texting each other back and forth (I can't remember who texted who first), but since its so had to get him on the phone I just gave in. There is just something about this one....I can't get him out of my head. Surprisingly on christmas day we spent about 2 hrs actually talking (not texting) about each others wants and needs. He asked me if I was just into him because he is on the same level as "D" and dating him would just give me a way for me to compete with "D".
I reassured him that was def not the reason...and in my defense I admitted to him that "D" and I dated for 10 months when I was much younger and I walked away then, I want better now.
Sometimes I think my degree should have been in "BULLSHIT"..lol
cuz, I talk myself out of anything!!
I don't know what it is with this one but Mr. Brown gets my mojo flowing.

Mr. Mob has been emailing me frequently over the past few months and honestly my funds are low, I'm living by myself now, everything is on me and since Boca hasn't contributed to any furniture or bills as yet .... I thought why not.
Mr. Mob always did take me shopping and I got almost 1k every week for pocket money. he just kept disappearing when it came time to get my apt, well now I have it so I can def use his help again...

I responded to him, he asked if he could call me I said sure. We spoke on the phone, he told me he just got back into town after some treatment he was undergoing. I knew he was sick but I didn't know it was that bad..
He asked when will he get to see the new place, I said anytime..
HINT: I don't mind showing SD's my empty apartment, it's a big red flag saying "HELP ME!!!
I'll update you on how that works out...lol

He came over on Friday, I apparently don't live to far from him, we chatted a bit, I showed him around now lets see where it goes from there.

Mr. Investor, a family member actually introduced him to me, so I have to be very careful with this one, he is a 32yrs old investor in a well know nyc club, lives in nyc and has his own consultation company. So I said why not give it a shot. Things are going good, but he is still so young he plays a few games here and there.... I don't know about him.

>>>>>>>Spoiler Alert!!!!>>>>>>

Shamefully I invited "BUDDY " over for Christmas eve, I was so lonely and didn't want to be by myself ...we had the best sex ever... but now he won't stop calling..he even had his son call me on Christmas to say hi!!!

Til next time

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