Monday, April 30, 2012

I'm Back, What's Next?

Hello Ladies,

I know I've been a total hermit, but I won't lie to you....It's been hell.
Moving to a new city, leaving your main sugar daddy behind, loosing who you thought was your best friend and  trying to grow within your company all at the same time...is a lot for anyone to handle. But It's all working out. I've matured so much, I shock myself. After received my promotion @ work...I'm excited to return ...stronger and more confident. So many people  expected me to fail...but i'm a survivor!
Besides a generous Salary, Benefits and Bonuses allows me to be a bit more stable and less dependent on an SD....Now I can finally need to take this sugar game to the next level.

Here's and update:
Army-Thug,  goals was to become the largest drug dealer on this side of the east coast, he gave me a car when I moved down here and in return I allowed him to crash at my spot once he paid half. plus the sex was totally insane...lets call this my moment of insanity. Living with him was the worst experience ever... lets just leave it at that. He's currently in jail ** what was I thinking**

 Mr EMS. still text's me to this day but I  wish he wouldn't . I've reach out to him a few times and he did absolutely nothing to help me with my move or situation.

Mr. Blackcard, is still such a miserable old man.... 

Young London, Man I really need to stop trusting my feelings .... he's a weirdo


Honestly ladies, I am at a point in my life where I needed more from this SB life, I started to wonder if it was really for me....I will be 30 yrs old in a year and a few months..... Whats next?   


As I get older I need more than just financial assistance. I am ready for the next level? I'm mature enough for it. And I'm not desperate ... no rush SB/SD arrangements. I'm taking my time with this one.
I try dating my age group and after so many years in this lifestyle I can not adapt. I honestly am attracted to the older successful gentlemen. I need someone who needs me in there life as much as I need them in mine.


What's NEXT? I have no idea....but I promise you it will be bigger and better than It was before.


I'm not sure I'm ready for the "Anna Nicole Smith " situation but I def will consider "Naomi Campbells".
As always thank you all for following my blog, I appreciate your support. 
I'll keep you posted ;)

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ur unique... Loved the post and the car thing made laugh (my sd wants to make sex competition and if I win I'll get the car lol)
But I'm happy that ur seeing sugar in another level like I do, I'm about to turn 31 (this yr) so its about time to make changes and see what good for us.
Anyway... Glad that your back to sugar fb
*hugs*,
Regina SB

Dionne Davenport said...

Aweeee, thanks babe *** you better win and get that car ** :)