The Good, The Bad...the Update.....

Hey all my babies, I know it's been a very long time since my last post but I do try to stay in touch with my FB babies as much as possible.

**Here are a few Updates**

English Muffin
Ladies I fell in love and absolutely lost my damn mind over this very hot 33 yr old lawyer from London who relocated to nyc for an extended assignment.  He was everything I ever dream of as "marriage material" and as an added bonus the SEX was awesome. We spent day in and day out with each other. He made me feel complete. But as most things that are to good to be true.... it all came crashing down when he failed the NYC bar and his company recalled him to London much to early.

I know, I know... :(

My heart was broken. Although it was such a short period of time...I thought I had found "the one"
he was Mr. Blackcard, "D" and Buddy all wrapped up in one and then some.
He will be taking the bar again at the end of this month...So I'll will def keep you all updated but until then I have to get back on my grind. I lost track of my SD's ...I was so wrapped up in "English Muffin.

That's a BIG NO, NO!!!

Because living on your own in NYC is so hard, you need all the help you can just to get survive. All that occupies my mind day in and day out are those $$$

With the economy the way it is, I fell way behind on my bills.... I've been to depressed for words. 

Up until yesterday, I felt as if I were about to loose everything I worked so hard to get.

YEAH EVERYTHING!!!!

But, lets just say I have a new appreciation for Mr. Blackcard.  After 4 months of ignoring him because he annoyed the shit out of me on the last Vegas trip..I was still able to called him up... explain my  financial situation and have him pay my rental company 2 months back rent for me.

This doesn't totally take me out of the $5178.00 hole I buried myself in but it def helps so......

Can we say Amen!!!! because he saved my ass.

With all these men in my life, he turned out to be the only one I could count on. All I got were false promises and "damn, what you gonna do?" from these broke ass men out there. Ladies I will be starting from scratch with my SD's, I'm not keeping any man around that isn't a direct benifit to my comfort and survival. I have matured so much living on my own, it's only right I start to mature my SD's.

I've came to close the to lose it all.