**BLAST FROM THE PAST** "D" is back

For those of you who followed my blog over the years .... 

I hope you remember "D" .... 

Most of you loved him and some of you thought he would have been the one. 

For those of you that are new to my blog, this is like that "WTF" moment in your favorite soap opera when the last person you expect to show up, burst through the door.

We all know that I'm not 19 anymore, it's been over 10yrs since "D" and I met each other. I'm a bit more mature and confident in myself. Yet the idea of him back brought back all those insecurities of not being able to fit in his life. In the last 72hrs my life has gone from mundane to full blown ecstasy. The past couple years hasn't been reasy , I have had far more than my fair share of problems, disappointments, and stress.

So here is how it all started:

On thursday night, I laid there in bed browsing celebrity photos feeling a bit restless, tossing and turning. To my surprise, I got a emailing from "D" saying " Can I call you, I'm going to your island and I need your advice". Of course I said sure and gave him my number.  He called, we spoke for about 2hrs..we laugh, and laughed. "D" was a breathe of fresh air. Apparently he has been separated for about a year and a half now, from the russian chick his mom liked more than me. I thought that I would have enjoyed hearing that more than I actually did but I heard his bitterness. 

He was saddened over his failure. 

He told me he would be arriving in tampa on friday to donate furniture sitting in a condo there he was selling. He asked If I could spend a few days with him as he would be leaving to go abroad on tuesday. My first reaction was a hell no, I told him I had to work and couldn't just pick up and leave like that I am not a 21 yr old anymore. He also asked if I could meet him on my island in february, and I said no to that. I talked to my SB friend Camilla (some of you know her) and she thought I was nuts not to go. 

I came to work the next day and it just so happened that I had a conference in orlando on tuesday, and was off monday. So ladies guess what I did. .... I drove 4 1/2 hrs to Tampa to see him afterwork on sunday night (WTF).  

Long Story Short: He booked my ticket to the islands and hotel the next day :)

So "D" and I will have three days in the caribbean together ....... What to wear, What to wear!!!!!